How do they keep finding me pt2

Ok so right I managed to logg on to myspace today because I put up my random nail art that im trying to do and I manage to get a friend request and who do you think it is...... Its my "brothers" OTHER baby momma! Im really starting to think how do they keep finding me? I mean I really dont mind because they are all cute kids but its not like I can offer them anything lol.

Im really happy to see all those kids are good and what not but it makes me sad because my brother is such a freaking bum. I really wonder how it is that he's most of learned it from his father. I often wonder if they have spoken to his father because he IS all these kids grandfather and I would hope that he would want to see all of them!

pfft I really dont know!!!

That is all.........:)

*******UPDATE***************
So after having a conversation with the mother, I got to see photos of my neice. She is so out of the box ( just like me yay) lol She seems like really cool person. I was telling her mother that i only remember meeting her way back when her daughter was little and I also told her that I dont talk to any of those people so there is butso much information that i could tell her and what not. but she did tell me so much! Seems like my "sister" had her wedding (which i WASNT) invited to at her fathers house. Mind you thats only like 2 hours away from me! Ive lived in the same place for years and all of the sudden noo one knows where i am (whatever) I personaly was offended! but I digress lol. Im really happy that I got to see photos of all the kids because its good to know that some folks in this family are ok-ish lol

that is all.....:)

How do they find me?

I always want to know how people find me? Some times I'm just online doing nothing major and boom a I'm will pop up and I'm like who is this. Well the other day one pops up and I'm like who the hell is this because I didn't recognize the name. It turned out to be my brother's baby momma well, she is the mom of 2 of this 3 kids. Lucky for me I saw the photos of these two kids and I faintly remember my other niece. I'm sorry to say that my brother is a freaking ass just like his father. I kept telling the girl that I was sorry because I didn't realize he was such a bad father to his kids. She told me however that she finally got him on the back child support that he owed. I was shocked that he owed so much. I mean she was so happy that she finally got him, I asked her who the hell was helping him pay that because she claimed that she found him in a bar and served him with the papers. Its funny though because you learn how to take care of your kids from your parents so if one your parents didn't really take care of you or had some way in your life and they fucked up in some way boom there you go. His father is no different, (if you all don't know me and my brothers and sisters ALL have the same father and different mothers) he didn't really support his kids like that. I really think he favored my sister and my step sister, I really don't know. but anyway I think its so sad that my brother is such a bad parent lol but shit he got what he deserved!

Now the second part of this post! I met this guy online who damn near stalked me ( god i know) in to talking to him. Now see he's not that bad he has a head on his shoulders but shit he says that hes a VIRGIN! (lol I know right, me too lol) So we keep talking and he really is all over the place with his stuff. Ive pegged him out to be a closet sub who wants to be a dom but also needs to be a sub. I swear its confusing. But dammit all if he wasn't like "oh, I want you to be my first" lol I'm like wtf how the hell do they find me because its like I don't boast my sexual prowls, I just offer everyone information to make THEIR sex lives better because if people i know are having great sex then lord knows I'm happy for them! But damnit if it doesn't get some fools sprung on what they could get lol i have no idea lol....

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Re-makes, re-makes and yes you guessed it MORE REMAKES!

WHY??????? I don't get it, why the hell should they re make this classic? I mean as soon as I heard about the last dragon ( the black folks version of this film) I knew, Damn it I just knew that they were going to freaking remake this movie. I just hope that it wasn't true! But damn it they did it.

Who the hell is going to play Bruce lee?? I mean (RIP) Brandon Lee was still alive then of course they would use him but Idk if he really would want to try to play his father. Its still the fact that they decided to remake this. Oh don't worry because I'm NOT the only one who feels like: just leave the classics alone! there are so many fans who are like why just why, there are somethings we can forgive (the chipmunks, robocop the TV series things like that) but damn it they have gone tooo far with this one. I swear idk who they are going to get to do this movie. I feel like they should just leave THIS ONE alone!

As you can see I'm so at a loss for words on this i got stuck! lol

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The Training Program....

For all of those who have read the infamous list that was posed on here, this is the training program that goes before it!
This is for guys that quite aren't right at the list and have to do just a pinch more work at it..

1. Thawed: This means the guy is primed to enter the program, just out of the freezer!

2.Tenderized: This means that the guy has made it out of the freezer and is ready to be taught all the things you want him to learn.

3. Seasoned: This means he has the base knowledge of what you want him to know, now its time to groom him to be out in public.

4. Marinated: This means he knows what he needs to know and can be out in public, now he needs to know how to act around other people in public.

5. Sauteed: He knows how to act in public and has knowledge at this stage he needs to know how to act around friends and maybe, maybe family.

6. Glazed: This means he has made it out of the training program and maybe ready to advance to the Diago Academy!!!!

Work it out!!!...... That is all........... :)

White boys that could get it!! Images!!

Now you ALL know that I'm not in to white guys, so on the rare occasion that I see one that strikes my fancy that means that he must be FREAKING out of this world! Lets look at the two so far I like on the list!

Brandon Lee He is number one because of the crow, lol I really liked that movie.. If you haven't seen it go see it its great!

Jeff Hardy he is number two because I read their book.. He's a very artistic type which is cool. Its really hard to find cool people like that.

That is all until I find more..... :)

And on the sadder part of life......

As you all know, I always have some sort of problem that can kind of get fixed or whatever over time. Well this time lord only knows how I'm going to get out of this one... I have now a year to get out of my house! Lord only know how ima pull this out of my ass. What happened for those of you who don't know is that my mom is trying to move on with her life (lol no nothing horrible happened) but her and her boyfriend want to move or whatever, like hell if ima go with them so I have to try to figure out what I'm going to do. Now its not like I don't think of what I'm going to do, its just a lot of things going on at one time. We fall in to a recession, my job looses its mind, I decide not to stay in a relationship that was going no where fast... I feel like if I were to keep things up I still would end up in this situation. What kills me the most is that I've gone through life as to where I've had to pay for everything that's mine, If I had more stable money, I would just rent out my bedroom for 500.00 a month and I would pay the rest. Its not like i can ask my "father" for help. I did before and that didn't go well at all. I wish that I had those type of parents who were more than willing to help ALL of their kids. My "father" has a few kids and he helps them but since we don't have that "father/daughter" relationship I'm the odd man out. Its really taking a tole on me. Ive been really thinking about moving to another state where I can kind of start over where no one knows me lol but I cant since I have no money lol. I'd be damned if I moved down south because the jobs down there are HORRIBLE but the cost of living is soooo low. If I had the money I would suck it up and just live down there or move to the mid west where its easier to live, but I fell like I would have to give up my life. I just feel like I'm running out of options because I don't know what to do. When you have no options and you don't know what's left, what do you do?????

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