And on the sadder part of life......

As you all know, I always have some sort of problem that can kind of get fixed or whatever over time. Well this time lord only knows how I'm going to get out of this one... I have now a year to get out of my house! Lord only know how ima pull this out of my ass. What happened for those of you who don't know is that my mom is trying to move on with her life (lol no nothing horrible happened) but her and her boyfriend want to move or whatever, like hell if ima go with them so I have to try to figure out what I'm going to do. Now its not like I don't think of what I'm going to do, its just a lot of things going on at one time. We fall in to a recession, my job looses its mind, I decide not to stay in a relationship that was going no where fast... I feel like if I were to keep things up I still would end up in this situation. What kills me the most is that I've gone through life as to where I've had to pay for everything that's mine, If I had more stable money, I would just rent out my bedroom for 500.00 a month and I would pay the rest. Its not like i can ask my "father" for help. I did before and that didn't go well at all. I wish that I had those type of parents who were more than willing to help ALL of their kids. My "father" has a few kids and he helps them but since we don't have that "father/daughter" relationship I'm the odd man out. Its really taking a tole on me. Ive been really thinking about moving to another state where I can kind of start over where no one knows me lol but I cant since I have no money lol. I'd be damned if I moved down south because the jobs down there are HORRIBLE but the cost of living is soooo low. If I had the money I would suck it up and just live down there or move to the mid west where its easier to live, but I fell like I would have to give up my life. I just feel like I'm running out of options because I don't know what to do. When you have no options and you don't know what's left, what do you do?????

That is all........: