(I really like this photo, its trippy!)
So yesterday kiddies, Im at work and my ex shows up and surprises me at work and im like hey what's up. Hes like hey i saw you greeting and i decided to come back and say hi and what ever so im like oh ok hey.
We talked for al little bit because im at work i cant really talk a whole lot so im like well meet me after work you know just to be nice to finish our talk.
So I leave work and hes outside and we walk towards my house and hes talking about work and what not and im being nice an listing as much as i can because we all know that my ear is messed up so its hard for me to hear folks lol. We get to my apartment and we are standing in the hallway talking and hes going on about his life and im making jokes, he tells me that he has a girlfriend (lol) and hes the man in that relationship (lol, i guess before he wasn't in ours) lol So ofcurese im being nice and im like oh ok, im wishing him well on everything because don't get me wrong im trying to be the bigger person and be like well i hope that everything works out and that you don't put anyone through all that drama that happened in that relationship. We did discuss some major points that didn't help in that relationship so its like whatever. I really feel that deep down in side he wanted me to get mad at the fact that he had someone else (i didn't really care cause he did say she was the jealous type which isn't good but hey whatever) He did however say he was sorry for how things ended and that's what has caused me to write this blog today.. Some times I feel that things like that are just so late cause its been months since we've broken up like a good long time, and i feel that all of this came out because he has someone new so its like hmmm i still don't care, because as far as im convinced that relationship died that night all that drama happened and the love i did have for him died right along with it!
On to other things!
Is it strange that I had a dream about ray-j and chris brown last night?? How old am i again? (28)lol It made noooooooooooo sense what so ever lol I dreamt that ray j was trying to have sex with me and I didn't want him it was like border line rape (???) but it wasn't like to that extreme? Im like trying to run to the bathroom and get to chris who is in the shower but the shower looks like a big round tube that is covered in fabric, so ray j is like right behind me and im trying to stab the shower and yell for chris to come help me. He (chris) can hear me but cant get out of the shower to help; so ray j grabs me at the door and is holding me by my neck so i kick back and spit at him while im trying to push him off and he bust a nut on my back (wtf?????) Im so confused.... then I finally manage to get in the shower to where chris is and hes hugging me and telling me its ok.(??) he starts to tickle me while we are in the shower and im laughing in real life (lol idk) I know that this dream is ALL over the place lol I really dont get what is going on lol, I'd just thought I'd share with you all lol :P
That is all..............:)
1 comment:
LMFAO!!!!!
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