So as everyone... EVERYONE knows by now Michael Jackson has died... I know sad right, its like wow really its not like how everyone had made peace with Farrah dying because she was at the end of the road and she fought like hell! Like Dylan Thomas said: "Do not go gentle into that good night." Ive always loved that quote, fight like hell don't give up, and she never did. Michael however, was sick but he also kinda did it to him self, he had so many different meds he took all at one time and he just had so many different issues.. He had such a messed-up childhood, but its like he never at least I don't think spoke to anyone who could really help him enough to put them demons to bed. I think he carried all of that drama with him and after a while he may have just pushed that aside and figured if he were to act like a child again it would all go away. I do also believe that way in the back of his mind he did have a adult side as to where he thought being whit children was ok. Ive always thought that some where deep down inside he knew what he was doing, because lets not get it wrong, he was a smart man; he did make stupid decisions just like everyone else in life does, but I do think that he knew what he was doing with those kids. Maybe he thought what he was doing was ok, idk, im not sure I really don't know, maybe if i was studying psychology i could offer a better answer, but its just something i saw in the few times I've gotten to see just interviews and had a good look and what his body language was saying versus what he was saying out loud.
Some times people don't realize that their body language tells way more than what they are saying, so its like they are telling you one thing and their body language is telling you something different lol. Ive said this before when looking at photos of Chris brown and princess riri, their mess was always off!
June had just been the month of people dying, can you believe it it was freaking 6 people! I really believe that we are getting closer to the end only because just people keep leaving.
June was also the month were it kept raining! Its like lordie why? July has started and its been wonderful so far lol. I'm watching the memorial for Michael Jackson, and there are alot of people talking about mostly random stuff, and some people singing and its coming out kinda bad!
I'm also excited about vacation (yay poopoo) I'm gong to take sooo many photos lol, I promise to put them up all over the place lol, Its getting kinda close because we are leaving in like three weeks lol. I'm also a little excited about my "girlfriend" lol see, I got her sprung and I didn't even do anything to her... lol (yet) See she lives in Texas, which is like Africa hot lol, I mean I keep asking her about the weather and what not, even though she is like its hot lol. I try to make her understand that like in new york, its like a different kinda hot, because there are trees and a freaking breeze and it gets kinda humid, unlike down south where its soooooo hot. There isn't any like break in the heat, its like if you go outside you better bring your fat man rag (lol) a extra towel, a bottle of water, a fan, shades a whole mess of shit lol. I remember once I went to visit family (ugh) and i was watching the news and they were like there is a heat advisory out because a little girl fell and got third degree burns from the street, i was like see I'm one step closer to hell here! lol
Lordie there is mild drama at work, see there are two couples at work and everyone, i mean EVERYONE knows about them, lol jokes on them lol. And its like ok we know we don't care, but shit don't make it that obvious lol because its like yah we know but you don't want EVERY one to know lol. Its like to each is own, but don't put ur shit up in photos and come in on your days off, or wear the same shit, or wait around and lie to everyone cause its to the point where its getting sooooooooo sad. lol Its not like I'm saying no you cant date anyone, I'm not saying that at all I'm just saying be smart with your shit! Cause lord knows that place is HIGH SCHOOL LOL :p
That's all for now..........maybe :)
