Work, Chile you know we aint free!

Why does everything stress everyone out? Some times I wonder if we must in force a rule where we slap stupid people?!?! But lord then my hand would hurt like hell all the time lol. Work has been stressing me out kinda but not majorly because its to the point where stupid people at work are making everyone want to rip their hair out lol. So many of us have been there for so long we all want to just jump ship and leave. They are like oh why don't you all stay because i promise its going to get better and we all know, because its bs its total bs to everyone. Its like we all aren't kids we are all adults we know how the shit works. Its no going to be a great thing :(

Everyone doesn't want to stay there and the job is becoming like a prison because we cant do this, we cant do this and its like well wouldn't you want your employees to be kinda happy or at least happyish idk. Maybe that's asking too much.

Ive been thinking also, about how I'd rather be single FOR THE REST OF MY NATURAL LIFE than have to deal with another emotionally damaged person, this one girl I'm BARELY talking to has so much fucking issues its not healthy, i swear these folks are drawn to me! Idk how it happens, all I do is say hi like after they say hi to me and it all goes down hill from there! They get mad at me for not sharing my ENTIRE life story with them (which I'm not going to do if I'm not comfortable) right off the bat, and then tell me their whole life story and all their issues. (people tend to tell me their whole life story no matter what I'm doing) Its not like I don't believe in taking it slow because i don't want to rush in to anything lord knows Ive learned about that lol. You would expect someone who is young or very young minded to act so obsessed with someone, but damn it she is the same age as me, and i also know one who is 18 and she seems to have common sense! You see how all over the place that is lol.

Personal Effing-Space!

I know everyone, you are tired of fucking people all up in your personal space! So today i come home and go to the supermarket, even though its hot like balls outside, I still decide to go to the market to pick somethings up. So I get in line and this old freaking man decides he wants to stand right behind me,RIGHT BEHIND ME!!!!! Its not like he doesn't see my bight ass standing there!

I'm trying to put my stuff on the belt for the lady to ring up, and he decides that I must be in the way, so he puts his two freaking cans of beans on the thing in front of me and tries to push me out of the way so that he can get them before they go in front of this little old lady's bread. I'm like PERSONAL FUCKING SPACE! Then he has the fucking nerve to cough, COUGH WITH OUT COVERING HIS FUCKING MOUTH!

I don't understand how personal space has become a thing of the past or out of fashion. I mean if I don't know you, then shit back the fuck up!

I feel better lol that is all..............for now :)

Random-ness Come to me?!?!

So yeah, finally get the chance to babble on here! Where do I begin? Well if you didn't know I went to the wendy williams show! Soo much fun, people saw me on tv, (grandma, madre) other folks who knew. Got some free stuff in there, the ab rocket,which antiono sabato jr was selling. Haven't seen the infomercial with him in it yet. Also these things called hair bumps (I think) well they were free too. Me and keizer had so much fun, I saw it he was on camera a lot!! He's famous lol, it was just like a big dance party. Oh, did I mention we went on vacation? Oh loridie it was sooooooooooooo much fun, everything is free, only thing you have to do is pay for your drinks, which is like ok well I got to pay for something, but its not even expensive at all!

Duty free is the places to go when you want to get the liquor cheap! lol god willing when my bday comes around..I can get to go on one too. So great, it was nice to see the water on the boat just going out on the sea, it looked like you could just walk from one place to the other on the water. That would have been so great too. Ever seen drunk white folks? On the ship there are soooo many lol they get pissy drunk and want to sing country and what not, had one lady "sing" respect, lol she just kept screaming the song sooo we all know she could barely cary a tune, who lordie another girl "sang" killing me softly and oh god she butchered it. I swear if lauren hill wasn't crazy that would have drove her nuts. The folks who worked on the cruse however were soo nice (shout out to lima) she was so awesome, cause we had a zillion questions, now we know for next time lol.

Whooo, Nassau Bahamas is hot like you wouldn't believe its like freaking Africa hot, its like the sun is like haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa on you, all you do is sweat! You have to go out there damn near naked! But the water is soooooo beautiful, its so blue, and lordie the water in Miami is green just like new york lol. Miami is africa hot as well, and its humid so its like you don't get a break even when the sun goes down. Its so much fun in south beach because there are gay's o'plenty out side mostly men lol there is a sprinkle of women. The hotel we were in was a old apt building which i kinda fell in love with, it was a studio/"one" bedroom apt, which was huge, and it had two queen sized beds in it along with a wonderful dining room table in it as well as a huge freaking flat screen tv. It took us a while to figure out what the channels were, btw on the ship most of the channels are in Spanish?!?!!? and there really isn't anything majorly on tv. The pool on the freakin ship is 7 feet deep so its like you are up to yo neck and what not in the pool.

We visited the urban in south beach, whooo the standards in there are like .................................. hmmm lol notice the blank spot, very questionable lol Most stores in south beach open late by new york standards which is very odd. We went to the Mc Donald's wanted some sweet tea expected the mega huge cup like they give us here also because it was so freaking hot, but nooo, we got the regular size which was okish, but the sweet tea had mad ice lol.. Btw birds are everywhere lol I really had soo much fun, I cant wait to do it all again!

Did you manage to catch "bad habits" video, if not check that out! So freaking sexy, I swear if i knew Maxwell, I would hug him and be like um yeah! lol

Soo what else? So more random-mess, ex boyfriend saw me, I think that he thought we were Friends, wanted a hug i was like you high? lol Then a girl I was talking to a girl and didn't hear from her for a freaking month and some change and the other day my phone was like brrrrrring and shes like hey how are you? Im like hooo look who it is. I swear they come out the wood work. Oh we were on the train coming home yesterday and this guy gets on and starts ranting about the most random shit ever. We are like wtf?? who is he talking to like hes going on about someone doesn't respect him or something or doesn't like him cause he works for a living or something it was like...dinner and a show like we always get lol
I miss those lol.

That is all.............for now :)