For those of you who know me, know about my relationships.. Some people know ALL about then and others know enough of what I tell them. Most people know about the "relationship" that I was in last with someone who really isn't right for me. I know, I know people say that about some relationships but this one is all over the place.
The guy I was with, cared so much about how other people felt about the relationship. I never understand why people care so much of how other people think that their relationship should go. Now don't get me wrong, we BOTH had and have issue, I deal and have dealt with my issues MY OWN way. Never the less I do go in to relationships trusting the person I'm going to be with. Now the other person went in to this relationship with NO TRUST at all. I know that people go though things and have baggage and what ever but still try to give everyone a chance.
This person just takes out the baggage on the next person; I know I have my issues but I write stuff down and am able to let things go faster than other people. I figure why keep it bottled up inside, its not doing anything but making you unhappy and whatnot lol. We both hand our stumbles in the relationship. Honestly there was two major ones and one stupid one, but if you ask him it was three major ones lol, me on the other hand I'm like ehh life happens, no one is perfect, everyone is human.
I think the more you try to be perfect in a relationship, the harder it is for you to act like you have common sense lol. I mean just be you, be the real you. They claim that whoever is supposed to love you the way that you are but sometimes I think that's total shit lol. Id rather be single for a while because I am strong by my self lol, and what I mean by that (because you have to break it down slowly for some people) is I think I'd rather casually date someone then have a full on relationship.
I have lots of friends that I talk to, most of the time its easier for me to talk to them on line since its hard for us to see each other. However this doesn't mean that I'm going to stop knowing them for any ones sake. I will also never live any relationship for anyone, its not fair, for you to be invited in to my world is a honor. That's something that the people who know me hold in very high regard! If you are my friend you are my friend for life.. Now Ive also had the misfortune to meet people and have gone against my better judgement and have been some what friends with them and its bitten me in the ass! Ive learned from that, Ive learned to become a better person and to tell my inner thoughts to my most inner circle which is only 5 people! You really learn what to do and how to grow as a person from knowing if that something is too good to be true then for the most part it probably is!!
That is all..... :)
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